Sometimes I get these grumpy blues where I just want to do nothing except eat chocolate cake.
I’m in one of them now only I don’t have any cake. It dosn’t help that my period just started and I am crampy and bloated and burst into tears at the slightest thing.
Stuart suggested that I come with him to Camden and when I was ho-huming about it, told me to not come if I don’t want to. All very reasonable. I still tried to pick a fight with him over it.
“So, you don’t want me to come.”
“That’s not what I said. I said, don’t come if you feel like you have to.”
He should just realise that he can’t do anything right at the moment except give me a hug and let me cry a little.
I hate when I get like this. Makes me feel weak. And hormonal. And stupid.
I should just go buy some cake and watch something cheerful like Ingmar Bergman films.


October 28th, 2007 at 3:00 am
You do realise you could have gotten some enormous chocolate covered strawberries at the Camden Market…right?